Push

I like to push a lot of things to their limits. I guess I like the rush I get from the drama of not knowing what's gonna happen? Hahah I don't know. I wouldn't be surprised if that's true though. I'm not sure if I should learn my lesson now, or wait until it bites me in the ass. I'll figure it out somehow.

So lately I've been spending lots of time with Matty. I love it! We're getting to know each other so much better and it's always nice. I spent time with Dion tonight and he actually opened up to me. It was a really good reminder that no matter how well you may think you know someone, there's always something new to learn. People are always changing, and we always have to learn how to adapt and accept those changes. That really helped me keep my feet on ground. On another note, me and Matty burned with A-ron last night and tell me why A-ron was creeping me out. I felt like Arlene cus I swear I had the concerned look on my face the whole night hahahaha. It was hilarious. Krystina had an open house this weekend and me &Matty just fucked shit up, it was fucking ridiculous. I've also been meeting a lot of new people lately and hanging out with different people so it's all good. I do miss my og ass friends though. So hopefully timing works out this week cus tis been a while since I spent time with Nicole, Jeff, Arleezy &MCT.

School tomorrow! The weather is fucking with my head. Mkae goodnight! Oh &I'm fucking up in school, big time. Fuck me, right? Whatever.

Super sad but it's very catchy.