I got that boom boom pow.

So yesterday was mother's day/Diana's birthday party so I went to her house and I got drunk with her, Matty, Shannel &their family. For some reason, I drank too much and blacked out (just like the night before). Apparently I was twerking Matty and I fell on my face and my front tooth pushed up in my mouth &I chipped my tooth. (I don't remember any of this happening, btw) I smoked/drank some more after all that happened so it got infected &now I can't eat shit. I'm really really really really sad. I think it's safe to say that today is one of the saddest days of my life. I mean seriously, how sloppy/clumsy could I have been to do that? I went to the dentist today and got it fixed but I still feel like shit and it really doesn't look the same anymore. Idk. I know I didn't have the perfect teeth but I was fine with that, and now things are so much worse. I don't wanna sound superficial but looks really do matter to me and the rest of the world, and someone's smile is always the first thing to catch me. I have never felt uglier in my life, and I'm really really sad.